Treading water

Sometimes you feel like you have things conquered. You have it all figured out and you have the plan memorized, and you know what the future holds. And then out of the blue that plan changes and throws everything askew. All you can do is pick up the pieces as you go, or leave them, according to the Wreckers.

I felt like I was making progress towards picking up my pieces for awhile. And I have. But I kind of feel like I’m treading water. I need to get this chapter of my life wrapped up. I think at this point I’m more upset that I’m starting from scratch, again. I kinda feel like I’m also keeping people at arms length, for the most part. I’m just not ready to let most people back into my personal circle. Too much betrayal. But I also realize that it’s not healthy.

This week has really been no different than the last few weeks. Work has been getting increasingly interesting. It’s not bad, but it’s nice when the end of the day and or the end of the week rolls around and I’m done. I’m glad to walk away and get some respite from it all sometimes. I’m still glad to be working from home. Some of the other folks who were working at the office before Covid-19 hit are itching to go back, and I’m all like… Nah… I like it here with my dog.

Did some stuff with the stream this week. Added some sound clips and a video shout out feature. The latter taking me far longer to figure out than i feel like it really should have.

I decided to try the Remmington Durablade. It was on sale at Meijer and I’d been thinking about trying one the Phillips Oneblade system anyways so I figured i’d try the cheaper option first. We’ll see how it works out when I shave next.

Anyways, I suppose that’s all for tonight.


Author: peter

Gamer, streamer, techie, social media junkie, tinkerer, father, son, and pizza lover.

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