5.5 Hours of sleep = bad. (but so good)

Ok, so maybe I could have slept in a bit longer instead of getting up as early, and then having enough time to post this blog.  Meh.  Whatevs.

I feel like sleep steals away time that I could be spending somewhere / somehow else that would be more better… I mean seriously, how often do you think to yourself as your going to bed that sleep is going to be awesome? I don’t.  I always go to bed wishing it was the last thing I had to do.  The only time sleep really sounds glorious is the random naps.

Anyways, I have to work.  More when i get home most likely.

Its (almost) Friday!

Its thursday.. True Story… I was there.

So work was fun.  Got sorta busy. Mowed the lawn.  Weed whacked.  It was marvelous.

Now i’m getting ready to watch Batman: Gotham Knight.  My brother already watched it and i think he said it was good… Yay netflix

Face The Foundry #10 being recorded tonight possibly? Not sure.

You… ya you… no…. not you…. YA.. You… I see you baby

Stupid Windows Update….

I hate yew.
No, not you… I hate windows update… It took like an hour for my pc to update so i’m lying in bed posting this.  Weee BLAH.

I feel as if I’m stuck in a rut.  Like i don’t belong here maybe.  I dunno.  I feel like i’m missing something…

Work was alright.  Tried to go all day without smoking… Got a big stressed out towards the end.  Meh.. I’ll keep working on it.  Soon i’ll be done again, and then i’m going to get to heading to the gym again, and be all hawt so chicks will lubs me… Ok well its good for my health n stuff too… lol

As far as you go… Well I’m sorry that i won’t be able to play YouTube song exchange tonight.  Stupid computer took… well ya, you already know since you’re reading this.
I want you to know something.  You’re special.  And its ok to feel sad.  You should.  It means your human.  What your going through is tough by anybody’s meter.  Especially because of the circumstances.  The hurt. The rejection.  Its ok though. You’ll recover sooner or later.  You are an amazing person.  I’m not just saying that either.
You, btw, owe me a conversation that we were supposed to expand upon tonight, until Microsoft Update ruined that for me.

Anyways, I’m laying in bed.  Thnking… Thinking… Thinking….


Day 2 of 2

I’m really into Dave Matthews Band today.  I’m not sure why. I know that my friend Jamie didn’t help by posting some lyrics from Ants Marching, but I was already listening to Crash Into Me, when i stumbled upon her post.

Well, today I didn’t really do much of anything productive seeing as I stayed up all night talking to you-know-who and then slept in today 🙂 But it was worth it as always.

Currently I’m about to check out the new updates to the Tribble Test Server for Star Trek Online.  Seems pretty awesome so far.

Until tonight.  That is all.


So… Day 1 of two days off in-a-row. Here’s what I’ve done

1. Nothing
2. Talk to work on the phone like OVER NINE THOUSAND times…
3. Talked to… somebody on the phone. Somebody I enjoy talking to. Somebody far away. Maybe i’ll make a rage comic about yew?
4. Played Champions Online for awhile…
5. Buncha back end stuff for SubSpace Radio – The Voice of Star Trek Online
6. Nothing



sad people make me cry.

Well its true… I can’t help it. Its just the way I am… I was born that way. Or maybe raised that way? I dunno. But I know it hurts to see other people hurt. And I see you are hurting. Others don’t see it. I see it though. And it makes me sad, because your smile is infectious. It lights up the room. And your not smiling

Anyways. Its time to get some shut eye. Gotta run some errands tomorrow and then to enjoy some time off. Weeeeee


“flashing lights come from everywhere, The way they hit her I just stop and stare, She’s got me love stoned, man i swear, She’s bad and she knows, I think that she knows”

Whatevs… I’m drunk… Lay off of me. lol. i do what i want!

Awkward……? Hopefully not.