I hate yew.
No, not you… I hate windows update… It took like an hour for my pc to update so i’m lying in bed posting this. Weee BLAH.
I feel as if I’m stuck in a rut. Like i don’t belong here maybe. I dunno. I feel like i’m missing something…
Work was alright. Tried to go all day without smoking… Got a big stressed out towards the end. Meh.. I’ll keep working on it. Soon i’ll be done again, and then i’m going to get to heading to the gym again, and be all hawt so chicks will lubs me… Ok well its good for my health n stuff too… lol
As far as you go… Well I’m sorry that i won’t be able to play YouTube song exchange tonight. Stupid computer took… well ya, you already know since you’re reading this.
I want you to know something. You’re special. And its ok to feel sad. You should. It means your human. What your going through is tough by anybody’s meter. Especially because of the circumstances. The hurt. The rejection. Its ok though. You’ll recover sooner or later. You are an amazing person. I’m not just saying that either.
You, btw, owe me a conversation that we were supposed to expand upon tonight, until Microsoft Update ruined that for me.
Anyways, I’m laying in bed. Thnking… Thinking… Thinking….
I promised I would be back with another post… But its late so this one is going to be short.
So much on my mind. I think I may just hold off on spilling it out actually. Stay tuned.
I’m really into Dave Matthews Band today. I’m not sure why. I know that my friend Jamie didn’t help by posting some lyrics from Ants Marching, but I was already listening to Crash Into Me, when i stumbled upon her post.
Well, today I didn’t really do much of anything productive seeing as I stayed up all night talking to you-know-who and then slept in today 🙂 But it was worth it as always.
Currently I’m about to check out the new updates to the Tribble Test Server for Star Trek Online. Seems pretty awesome so far.
Until tonight. That is all.
So… Day 1 of two days off in-a-row. Here’s what I’ve done
2. Talk to work on the phone like OVER NINE THOUSAND times…
3. Talked to… somebody on the phone. Somebody I enjoy talking to. Somebody far away. Maybe i’ll make a rage comic about yew?
4. Played Champions Online for awhile…
5. Buncha back end stuff for SubSpace Radio – The Voice of Star Trek Online
Well its true… I can’t help it. Its just the way I am… I was born that way. Or maybe raised that way? I dunno. But I know it hurts to see other people hurt. And I see you are hurting. Others don’t see it. I see it though. And it makes me sad, because your smile is infectious. It lights up the room. And your not smiling
Anyways. Its time to get some shut eye. Gotta run some errands tomorrow and then to enjoy some time off. Weeeeee
So I added this new thingie to my blog that is supposed to update my twitter / fb page when i post a new blog, so this is a test to see if that works… Weeeeeee
Ahhh… much fun was had last night. I’m trying to decide if I should delete the previous post as… well… because. Lol
Anyways time for work. And then two days off, in a row nonetheless. Weeeeeee
“flashing lights come from everywhere, The way they hit her I just stop and stare, She’s got me love stoned, man i swear, She’s bad and she knows, I think that she knows”
Whatevs… I’m drunk… Lay off of me. lol. i do what i want!
Awkward……? Hopefully not.
Its time to FTF! Are YOU DTF? Muuuhahahah
Of course by DTF, i mean Down To Foundry…. and by FTF i mean Face The Foundry… That’s the podcast i do with Jahner myself, and Shawty. Weeeeee
Tonight we are going to casually enjoy some drinks while we FTF… Weeeee!
Ok, so I think i’m done switching stuffs around. Drupal just had *too* much options for what i need. Maybe if I had more time, and knew PHP than i could mess with it. Someday…. someday….
Feeling really tired. Worked all day, and am about to have to go back in to help out with a big order.