I hate yew.
No, not you… I hate windows update… It took like an hour for my pc to update so i’m lying in bed posting this. Weee BLAH.
I feel as if I’m stuck in a rut. Like i don’t belong here maybe. I dunno. I feel like i’m missing something…
Work was alright. Tried to go all day without smoking… Got a big stressed out towards the end. Meh.. I’ll keep working on it. Soon i’ll be done again, and then i’m going to get to heading to the gym again, and be all hawt so chicks will lubs me… Ok well its good for my health n stuff too… lol
As far as you go… Well I’m sorry that i won’t be able to play YouTube song exchange tonight. Stupid computer took… well ya, you already know since you’re reading this.
I want you to know something. You’re special. And its ok to feel sad. You should. It means your human. What your going through is tough by anybody’s meter. Especially because of the circumstances. The hurt. The rejection. Its ok though. You’ll recover sooner or later. You are an amazing person. I’m not just saying that either.
You, btw, owe me a conversation that we were supposed to expand upon tonight, until Microsoft Update ruined that for me.
Anyways, I’m laying in bed. Thnking… Thinking… Thinking….